i live because im afraid to die. but im afraid of living. i hate life right now. i hate it. i wish i could move. i wish i could go somewhere, anywhere. i want to go where the larks sing and where theres a forever and always. somehwere where people will never forget you. somehwere where people will love you no matter what you do. i want to go somwhere i dont have to pretned to laugh. somewhere where i wont be ofrced to learn things i hate. somehwere where i dont have to cry anymore, somewhere i wont have to sit in the car alone trying not to die. i want to go somewhere. theres no directions to somewhere though. theres only a circle goign round and round back to here.